I can’t even remember what it’s like to wake up somewhere else.
7:13 pm • 30 November 2009
Thanksgiving
- More driving in four days than in four months
- Turkey dinner
- Rape whistle, mace
- Passage to India
- Hustle, Flow, Harrison ‘Yoko’ George
- Half a bottle of whiskey
- Three/four stars
- Byblos falafel and fatuous
- Record listening party
- Free Crocodiles 45 pre US release
- Tapes
3:26 pm • 29 November 2009
‘I’ve made the decision to wear only soft, comfortable clothes. I haven’t worn jeans for ages, because they always feel so bad.’
5:43 pm • 22 November 2009
"What I was drinking was a cocktail I had named Mostly Gin. Mostly Gin is a mixture of twenty ounces of gin then equal parts red and white wine, whisky, vodka, and cheap Spanish beer. This was stored in a forty ounce bottle, and all of it was stolen from the last hostel that I had stayed. It was a brutal brew. Once, at my last hostel, two young women stole it from my bag and drank three shots apiece. They threw up all night long and for the most part of the next day."
— seaside tiger
4:50 pm • 22 November 2009
‘The secret to good smelling things is that you put them into a good smelling drawer for a couple years’
7:49 pm • 17 November 2009
i will learn how to love a person and then i will teach you and then we will know
heheheheheheheeheheheehehe:
seen from a great enough distance i cannot be seen
i feel this as an extremely distinct sensation
of feeling like shit; the effect of small children
is that they use declarative sentences and then look at your face
with an expression that says, ‘you will never do enough
for the people you love’; i can feel the universe expanding
and it feels like no one is trying hard enough
the effect of this is an extremely shitty sensation
of being the only person alive; i have been alone for a very long time
it will take an extreme person to make me feel less alone
the effect of being alone for a very long time
is that i have been thinking very hard and learning
about mortality, loneliness, people, society, and love; i am afraid
that i am not learning fast enough; i can feel the universe expanding
and it feels like no one has ever tried hard enough; when i cried in your room
it was the effect of an extremely distinct sensation that ‘i am the only person
alive,’ ‘i have not learned enough,’ and ‘i can feel the universe expanding
and making things be further apart
and it feels like a declarative sentence
whose message is that we must try harder’
- from cognitive-behavioral therapy
by Tao Lin
10:58 pm • 15 November 2009
